| When you can't stop grinning and blushing, when you feel like you've just won the lottery and aren't sure what to do but you know you're happy, when God and nature and fortune and your friends have conspired to make something happen for you, when it feels inevitable but was stunningly sudden, when you realize that the sappy cliches have more than a grain of truth, when you stop feeling like a loser but start feeling like the world's most awkward goof, when you spend the entire night awake thinking only about one person and how happy you are...
...and then you wonder if you can finish the sentence, because you're shy and don't know if you're ready to say those words yet, so soon after opening up your heart, and for the first time ever...
...and you consider new clothes, new furniture, changing your vacation plans...
...and you keep wondering if you can drag this huge run-on sentence on long enough so you don't have to say it, but you know that you're going to have to say it anyway...
...then chances are, probably, maybe, most likely, how could it be anything else, you sure will feel like an idiot if it's not the case, and you hope nothing proves you wrong, and it feels too early to say it and yet obvious at the same time...
...but it sure does seem like you're in love. :)
Heh. Or at least, off to a very good start.
So last Thursday night I didn't sleep well, and took a sick day Friday to catch up -- I was feeling oddly stressed as well as tired and I don't know why.
And then every night this weekend I've stayed up far too late, first conspiring with a matchmaking friend, then writing the first emails to the one where the sudden spark came from, then chatting on AIM and staying awake all night excited like a kid on Christmas Eve. I'll be operating on joy and adrenaline and the help of some caffeine today, but I better go to bed early tonight :)
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Shemem @ 09/08/2003 02:05 PM CST wrote:
She must be one lucky girl. :)
Peryt @ 09/08/2003 02:15 PM CST wrote:
Wow!
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